_NYC

so much to say so little time......be on sum time thru out the week

_stay tuned
_luvin the art.........

CAN I GET A WHAT WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(listening to that song)

_ This past weekend was a blast with a newly found member in my life. The jokes,laughter,tears and warmth was amazing. Sometimes in life we look for things that do not really please us but satisfy us for that moment which causes us grief and confusion at the end because we do not know who to really feel for and our feelings and actions become fake. I have found myself doing this for years and i have came to the realization that not only do I have to live for myself and change what i can for the better but help change others through my individual transition. I want to be able to express my thoughts and opinion through the experiences that I have indulged.

_ On another note.....I AM FINALLY GOING HOME TO BROOKLYN..........(haven't been home since august bare with me)...I am not too open to going home though to see everyone because to many people are going to be expecting to see me and im only home for 5 days which is hard but imma try my hardest to see everyone!!!!!!

_(sidebar: i cooked my housemates bacon last week (lol) she was asking for it and i thought i was using the houses bacon awwwww jeeeeeezzzzz..........feelin a lil bad my fault..........)

_ Back to regular programming where my life is lost. My laptop is broke =(.......The battery gave up so now my mission is to get a mac and cheese...... I lost my keys for a good week and found them today in some jeans =).........and I need a new phone like asap......aiming for a blackberry (praying to god everynight man lol)


_till next time.....

_exhaustion =0

_Im extremely starved riight now.....

_Im so tired of everyone and the bullshyt that is posed. Im distraught and its causing extra exhaustion on my body and soul. Last night i cried myself to sleep. Woke up with sweaty dry eyes dizzier than i dont know what the fuck. Not to mention I have no money on my school card so my lazy ass doesn't eat because i do not want to get up go get suntin. Nothing appeals to me anymore.

_In the past week i went to a leadership conference got driddy at the hotel....and was accused of being laid up with sumeone(go figure). I got random phone calls from people who i have not spoken to in a long time(more than six months) which confused my thoughts.

_several weeks back my bestfriend mildred decided to try and work our friendship out. Not to mention she stopped talkin to me because of what someone else was saying (1month vs 5 years) ashame. Talking with her i realized there were more than just obvious issues but personal issues amongst other friends.....=0

_im just exhausted

_=0 nappin now brb tonight or tomorrow

O8AMA!!!!!!!!!

_Impossibility has become the lowest word in my vocabulary. This whole year has shown me that with guidance and a little bit or lets just say a lotta bit of push we as a community, a society, a nation have come together and voted for what was logical. Lets forget about race here for a sec!!!! Although race has played a huge role in this presidential election....I was able to see past that. To Better the nation and its economic standing it needs to begin with us and Obama has presented us with that promise. He has promised us that this won't be a fast and easy process. He has said that it will take time.....but with time and effort we will be able to achieve more than we thought amongst our nation....and this is what drives me towards him.

_He is now President of the UNITED STATES.....However there are still some people who are in disbelief.....those who voted for him but did not have any faith that he will WIN.....that needs to CHANGE.....and it begins with us. Obama speaks so that we understand.....so that people who are not as educated become educated by understanding him and his ideologies. He starts from the bottom and works his way up. He believes in us. Believes that we can change the nation with him. He not only is my President but my friend.

_ Barack Hussein Obama is the 44th President of the United States and I am more than jubilant that I had an opportunity to vote.....I was apart of a monumental change in history.....

_chyll spoke

_YES WE CAN!!!!!

_ So im scared for my life and the life of others at this point. I want to say that im not but I am. Tomorrow I am going to vote at 12:30. That is when I would be making the biggest decision of my life. A decision of change. One of great compromise and unity. I wanna say that either way we are safe but we are not. If Obama wins there will be a riot and if McCain wins there will be one too.
_Tomorrow we will see where the minds of the people in our nation stand when they vote.
_Choose to VOTE man.....please do!!!!!!!!!!



_chyll spoke
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