_Shure!_

_in life there really aren 't any gurantees_

_fistful tears_

_Only time will tell; i will always be here when all else fails even though it sometimes may not seem that way but it's the truth. I'm happy for you =)_

If you were only to see the smiles I give when getting dressed behind the closet and your laughing hysterical. If you only knew I put you before my self. We may not agree most of the time; but what i appreciate most about you is that you are ur own person and people have no choice but to respect it. I'm confused about how you feel cause facebook statuses are absorbing all of the watery eyes & all of that nonsense.

I have realized that I have grown up; no need to hide my emotions for that is what makes me me leave it or take it I'm here <3


I just wish you knew.


tash

Those things which make your heart melt while still smiling !

_Misunderstood actions with no communication seems to follow me around like when someone farts and it sticks to them for a while slowly decimating into the air lol, I'm just saying. Alot of people wonder why things are the way they are and people do the things they do and its fair to say that you have no control over others & their decisions, what you do have control over is yourself and from then on everything else becomes history. I never thought keeping it funky would come to bite me back in the ass nor did I think being a social worker in the making would make me begin to look at things in a wider perspective. I have learned through these experiences, the roads of life. Life ain't shyt of what they paint in the movies. I have grown to become a strong believer in the power of words and the lines of communications that can occur from this.

_There are alot of miscontrued things occuring and It's all a blur. You ever get the feeling that what you think your doing is the right thing but its coming off the wrong way. That's where I'm at right now. Trying to be the best person I can be for myself and for others is my goal. So far so good. I'm half way there..where? I dont know but somewhere lol. I wish I were able to openly discuss my feelings but its impossible when the life of willingness has died, and hearing is impaired.

_I'm going to keep it real...no matter where I go and who I come in contact with; however the real question at hand is will they be able to handle it. See everyone feels that their real and they say how they feel, thats the new fashion "keepin it real" when in actuality while trying so hard to keep it real their living in a fantasy world. I don't hide from those things that others may judge me on; I embrace and grow from those opinions. See, everytime we submit our will to others opinions....a part of us dies. As I was once told before Tash you build up this brick wall trying to condemn your feelings and heart from the evils of the world; however those true would break through those walls, be courageous, willing and strong enough to stick around. If only people knew I smiled at their silliness, humor and laughter. If they only knew that which makes them happy, makes me happy.

_I'm just saying

_two more weeks & school is out lol

Pandora; BBM & TH85

_This weekend was definitely a good weekend; although both days I wasn't feeling the idea of going out and having fun with y friends. I still went and it turned out to be better than expected. I definitely enjoyed my time; Boston DJ's came through and was playing the carazie reggae tunes.

_Friday: Soca Party
_Saturday: Basketball house definitely a sight too see

The women's basketball team made it too national's which is amazing; congrats

_One of my housemates Tay broke my other housemate Jenny's shot cup. She was tight. Jenny is spanish and in spanish house holds figurines are very important and Tay saw it as its not like it was from CHINA... I was weak; & there room mates.

_Don't know how to post voice notes from my phone on my blog will figure it out soon; I have some funny recorded songs lol

Studying for one of my exam in a course named Death and Dying this course is hilarious; look @ this video link

Nike; Heartz&Drip Dropz!

_theophilus on replay

the dissonance of the chattering sounds
when the water hits the ground
has my head spinning and my nike sole crying



--sitting in the comp lab with capo<3;see this guy come thru with a baby tee on, hairy belly all out; im confused...




-Hey meet Mr.Fries;homie interviewing me for a paper on volleyball/sports..-

_BLizzards & Mouths

Havn't blogged in a minute now I'm back with the jump off lol.....


When I first started this blog i didn't really find the purpose; just was doing it cause it was pretty dope to read and for that matter have people read your silly, interesting, loopy things. Now I'm blogging with a purpose. There is too many things occuring going unspoken about that people should be screaming aloud



I'm still up in the mountains in my junior year of college; It's true when they say your junior year is the hardest because i'm strugggling (lol); My priorities are not straight and my head is kind of heavy so im looking at things from an angle. Which isn't bad; but my focus is off. Mind is always rambling and trying to prepare for life's surprises but its a failure everytime.

Too many things going on; people talking and not enough valuable things are being said.
--SchooL was cancelled today; bLizzard showed up but forgot to fill up everyones mouth; i still hear chatter;

--Guess thats what happens when your up in the woods for too long

-chiinky chyLL

nutty

back and blogging in full effect......

wassup blog world how ya doin ???

Im sittin here loungin drinkin a nutty and chylln in da crib !!!!

thinkin why niggas think they wont be seen again after their coward move !!!


Im back and in da mood to blog about every and every thing !!!

LOVE?KNOCKDOWN

Relationships suck!!!!!!!!!!

dass why I am still single <3

chyll spoke

_Neglection= Transition

_ I am back and bloggin in full effect...

Recent Activity:

-Webster Hall (Ladies Night Thursday)
-BBQ'z
- 40 ounce bounce joint
- City Surfin for new spots ( keep you posted)


.......My transition into the city life hasn't been a smooth yet im working on it dats why I hvnt had time to blog (job surfin as well)


Chyll Spoke

_WTF!!!!!!!

_ I havn't blogged in like a million years however do not let that discourage you from following my posts!!!!!!!!!


I soon will continue my blogs however I been hella busy with school. It's cramming week and that's nothing to play with !


Brb got class @ 3:30 and Im doing an essay that was due 3 weeks ago lmao.....

The life of a COllege Student!!!!!!!!!!



_chyll spoke again
_stay tuned shyt will always go down!