_Misunderstood actions with no communication seems to follow me around like when someone farts and it sticks to them for a while slowly decimating into the air lol, I'm just saying. Alot of people wonder why things are the way they are and people do the things they do and its fair to say that you have no control over others & their decisions, what you do have control over is yourself and from then on everything else becomes history. I never thought keeping it funky would come to bite me back in the ass nor did I think being a social worker in the making would make me begin to look at things in a wider perspective. I have learned through these experiences, the roads of life. Life ain't shyt of what they paint in the movies. I have grown to become a strong believer in the power of words and the lines of communications that can occur from this.
_There are alot of miscontrued things occuring and It's all a blur. You ever get the feeling that what you think your doing is the right thing but its coming off the wrong way. That's where I'm at right now. Trying to be the best person I can be for myself and for others is my goal. So far so good. I'm half way there..where? I dont know but somewhere lol. I wish I were able to openly discuss my feelings but its impossible when the life of willingness has died, and hearing is impaired.
_I'm going to keep it real...no matter where I go and who I come in contact with; however the real question at hand is will they be able to handle it. See everyone feels that their real and they say how they feel, thats the new fashion "keepin it real" when in actuality while trying so hard to keep it real their living in a fantasy world. I don't hide from those things that others may judge me on; I embrace and grow from those opinions. See, everytime we submit our will to others opinions....a part of us dies. As I was once told before Tash you build up this brick wall trying to condemn your feelings and heart from the evils of the world; however those true would break through those walls, be courageous, willing and strong enough to stick around. If only people knew I smiled at their silliness, humor and laughter. If they only knew that which makes them happy, makes me happy.
_I'm just saying
_two more weeks & school is out lol
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