jeesh where to start off....
After a long day of thinking and emotionally feeling distraught about alot of situations that are occuring to me that I have no control over i wonder wtf else is there to do, to think, to say ? I have grown and yes I have changed. I am no longer the child that over exceeds her feelings and emotions towards things which affect her relationships with others. I know longer am so judgmental about others nor do I waist my time and energy on negativity. I want to live. I want to be able to miss who I want and talk to who I please. I want to experience the unusual because the usual is so common.
Most importantly I want to love. I want to love unconditionally giving that other person a sense of relief. I want to emerge my self in their emotion. Feel what they feel.
Who gives a fuck about what happened in the past. Of course the past molds people into who they are in the present. It gives people reason to change from what they used to be but what people should not do is hold that against others changing. It's unfair. I am one of them. '
Yes I have fucked up. But everybody fuks up.
Shyt happens. Yet life moves on.
sidebar:love u jam....ur like the sneakers on my feet.....(think bout it)<<3
_chyll
2 comments:
Ayo Wifee.
dat was
d o p e e.
Felt like i was in media & Self identity all over again.
i def feel u cuz i feel da same way.
it is what it was doe @ da end of the day.
Follow yo kiqz & heart !
"I want to love unconditionally giving that other person a sense of relief. I want to emerge my self in their emotion. Feel what they feel."
This sentiment is greater than any other and the most dangerous.
Right now I am not trying to get that close with anyone only because I dont want that day to come when it gets ripped away or when I take it away.
I love being swept off my feet, it feels good but there is only so much you can do to make a good thing last.
Keep being you. Fuck everyone who's against you and love like you never loved before!
Love you gurl!!!
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