"You have one new voice message.. Too listen to your voice message, please press 1."
Heart skips-- thinks-- wondering shud i?--presses 1-- Saves it.
So, as you guys may know by now.
Relationships are RARE for me.
But ya gurl is in love. How can I put this=/
I have known him for quite sometime now however false interactions and miscommunicated statements kept our love for eachother from growing. Life in general for me has been difficult to live and to have someone by my side has been even more a challenge because of my demanding ways. Presocietal expectations have allowed me not to believe in this idea called love and yet i find my self at its stoop once again....pouring out my heart. It's easy to say "I love you" but its harder to show it...Yes of course I done been in and out of jokes a.k.a relationships but I hope this one is sincere. I'm not known to keep someone close so this does feel weird and if writing this blog is going to make me feel better than so be it.
Rambling thoughts<3
Heart skips-- thinks-- wondering shud i?--presses 1-- Saves it.
So, as you guys may know by now.
Relationships are RARE for me.
But ya gurl is in love. How can I put this=/
I have known him for quite sometime now however false interactions and miscommunicated statements kept our love for eachother from growing. Life in general for me has been difficult to live and to have someone by my side has been even more a challenge because of my demanding ways. Presocietal expectations have allowed me not to believe in this idea called love and yet i find my self at its stoop once again....pouring out my heart. It's easy to say "I love you" but its harder to show it...Yes of course I done been in and out of jokes a.k.a relationships but I hope this one is sincere. I'm not known to keep someone close so this does feel weird and if writing this blog is going to make me feel better than so be it.
Rambling thoughts<3
"Don't hurt me because at the end, You will be hurting yourself"~him~
_chyll spoke
_until next time
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