(picture #3 of recovery period)
_ Although I have been hibernating since saturday night, making today the fifth day that I am socially inept from others, I feel as though it has been weeks since I contacted my internet buddies. What great relief right??? Tom(myspace) should be questioning me right now?(lol) He should be emailing me asking why havn't I supported his funds (as you all know everytime we sign on to myspace he gets paid). I don't know but I feel this sense of rejuvenation covering me, allowing me to see things that I normally would have paid little attention too and also enabling me to grasp this idea of life that we all take for granted.
_ Although I have been hibernating since saturday night, making today the fifth day that I am socially inept from others, I feel as though it has been weeks since I contacted my internet buddies. What great relief right??? Tom(myspace) should be questioning me right now?(lol) He should be emailing me asking why havn't I supported his funds (as you all know everytime we sign on to myspace he gets paid). I don't know but I feel this sense of rejuvenation covering me, allowing me to see things that I normally would have paid little attention too and also enabling me to grasp this idea of life that we all take for granted.
(pic 3a)
_As of right now I'm currently running on barely two hours of sleep. It's amazing how I grew close to her. I stayed up. She needed me. Her tears were solemnly grabbing on to my heart making me feel her pain, and so I stayed. Support is what she needs for a very long time and thats all we can do as her friend is hold her up when she is at her lowest point. Her boyfriend dumped a 2 1/2 year relationship down the drain. What a jerk? And as I have stated before I repeated last night "trust me you will be fine, god wouldn't put anything in your path he thought you wouldn't be able to handle" and she nodded her head as tears fell down her eyes in shame.
_As of right now I'm currently running on barely two hours of sleep. It's amazing how I grew close to her. I stayed up. She needed me. Her tears were solemnly grabbing on to my heart making me feel her pain, and so I stayed. Support is what she needs for a very long time and thats all we can do as her friend is hold her up when she is at her lowest point. Her boyfriend dumped a 2 1/2 year relationship down the drain. What a jerk? And as I have stated before I repeated last night "trust me you will be fine, god wouldn't put anything in your path he thought you wouldn't be able to handle" and she nodded her head as tears fell down her eyes in shame.
(pic 3b)
_Now apart of my recovering process will be helping her cope with what is now her reality and focusing on her emotions. This action will allow me to learn how to cope with my emotions.
_Now apart of my recovering process will be helping her cope with what is now her reality and focusing on her emotions. This action will allow me to learn how to cope with my emotions.
We are in this together<3
_until next time
_stay tuned some shyt will always go down
_chyll spoke!
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