Day5~~> _ class.lunch with hayley.took a nap.volleyball meeting with coach. one on one meeting after. tears. offered counseling.rejected.concerned.party.drank.still hibernated.about ten people have my new number. feeling better than most nights.relief.
Day6~~>I partied with my girls. This by far had to be the most relieving night since hibernating. We all i had clean fun and went to a party in a sorority house that was themed 80'z. So for those of you who know me on that level know that I am very competitive and I decided to dress the part.What can I say I'm from Brooklyn.....lol. Up until the end of the night I was fine. Out of no where I found myself leaning all the way down wanting a brisk of fresh air and I don't know what that air had inside of it but I began to cry. I Emotionless I was huggin steph,crying.Jam says "tash...wtf dnt let these ni**** see you like this"....Quickly i rose off of steph shoulder and was like fuk em.....lol......I didnt even have a real reason as to what I was crying about but I cried signifying that I am not done. This process is not over. But will be soon.
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